People

Sometimes a person that you hardly ever talk to can make you feel better faster than the closest person to you.

True story.

Decisions

Some times when you grow up you have to make some hard decisions. -_- I hate growing up. The past week has brought me some difficult life questions and I'm having to figure out the answers all by myself. Unfortunately in the process of figuring out the answers I've learned some things. A.) you can't all ways get what you want. B.) you might realize what you wanted wasn't actually what you wanted, then your life gets flipped upside down(story for another day). 3.) you can't please everybody. And D.) sometimes the people that you are pleasing are not really the people that matter most.

So.... Decisions have been made and people need to be told some things. :/ I'm not excited about this. If I turn up missing somebody has either killed me or I am in hiding so I don't get killed.

UGH!!! Ok time to put on my big girl panties and get down to decision number uno.


P.S. Goodbye world, it was fun.

Growing up

Oh my gosh, my birthday is next Friday! I didn't even realize that it was that close. Is it sad that I'm going to be turning 18, but I really haven't even thought about it? In fact, I'm more worried about how I'm going to beat last years birthday present to Jackson (Who is not helping me at all with ideas). I mean I got him a freaking turtle last year. HOW DO YOU TOP THAT?!?!?

12 days. That's all I have. Hm. I don't feel like its all that big of an accomplishment really. So I'll be a legal adult in all of America. Yay jail! Yay being able to buy cigarettes (even though I don't smoke and everybody that I know that does smoke can buy their own). Yay not needing parent/legal guardian permission (please, I've been forging signatures for years). Yay tattoos (afraid of needles). I can vote, open a checking account (that would actually be helpful), get married, and get divorced.

So yeah.... 18. Maybe I'll feel differently after the birthday magic happens. Eh, I'll keep you posted on that one.

Oh well. I hope Jackson and Sam feel more optimistic about their 18th. :)

In other news, yesterday was fabulous! I forgot how awesome my aunt nancy and uncle jimmy are. I actually had a wonderful time at their house and I even got to hold baby Eli :D He is so cute! I've decided that I like him. He's pretty chill. He just sits around and stares at things, he's quite an observer. He also doesn't really cry, and when he does he gives you plenty of warning so you can pass him back to his mother. So yeah, I like him. I'm pretty sure he likes me back because I don't fuss over him or talk to him like he's a dog and he fell asleep in my arms. SO STINKING CUTE!!!


Alrighty, I'm done for the night. Adios <3

Pessimism and the night sky

So I have officially decided what I am going to do with this blog. Kudos to me for only needing a day to decide. :)

So I'm just gonna work on this through out the day. I learned how to use the app for this on my phone so I'm just going to type when I get a free chance and publish it at the end of the day. Lame? Yes, but at least I'm making an effort. One day when I actually have an exciting life this might be an exciting blog. Until then, bear with me.

Work is slowly making me want to kill myself. Not because I have to do work, but because people suck. That's right, my typical outlook on life works everywhere! People suck, and they will screw you over. (can you tell I'm a pessimist?) Really though, people suck. Josh know this too! So I go in with this mind set and Joshua is there to join in the pessimistic fun. I know it's not healthy, why do you think all of my friends are optimists? (bet you've never noticed that before) It's because I know a pessimistic attitude is not a good thing for the soul! Add in another pessimist with a restaurant full of crappy people and what do you get? Poison. Oh well it's the price you pay to make money and not have to be in a loud house.

Oh a happy note, I LOVE the night sky. Especially during the summer months. It's fun to lay on the trampoline and look up, or go for a walk. Tonight feels like a star gazing night.

Thanks for putting up with my ranting!!! <3

HEY.....

HEY!!!!!!!! I'm back :D

Ok lets be honest, nobody really expected me to keep up with this thing. I'm a lazy person who loves to procrastinate and sleep. However, I have decided to be a good(ish) BBF and try this thingy out again. FOR REAL this time!! that's right Skylar Padia, you are the sole motivation behind this blog, feel special.

LETS BLOG!!!!!!!!!

...What should I blog about? Life (my life is really depressing right now), love (I'm a pessimist), fitness (hahahaha!!), photography (I'm not Anna or Ariel, the best you'll see is the few attached pictures).

Alrighty then, blogging isn't really my strong suit. It's cool! I'll just snoop on other people's blogs and we'll see where that gets me :)

hokay! BYE

P.S. I'm aware of the hideous mess that is my blog's design. I'll get to that, eventually.

READY, SET..... START

So unfortunately I'm not a good writer, also I'm a horrible speller. (That's right, I'm setting your expectations low from the beginning!!) However, I have cracked under the enormous weight of my friends peer pressure and I too have created a blog. We'll see how well this works out...

                                 OK!! DAY ONE OF MY BLOG LIFE STARTS..... NOW!!